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RAWR - Saturday, December 25, 2010, 11:12 AM Story About Kiss #3 Summary: Zack kissed Brian. Zack thought that's the good way to release all of Brian's problem. But he was wrong. He left him. Part 3 It had been a week I didn’t go to the studio because Jimmy told me that Brian was really upset. He didn’t want to see my face so I decided to off for a while. The record was delayed for few weeks to wait Brian calmed. I had texted him, called him, even posted a message just to apologize. But he never replied. He totally ignored me. He didn’t care for me anymore. Sometimes, when I passed the studio, I could see his face was glaring to me. The angriness was flaring in his eyes. But I also seen that hope was around his eyes, too. He missed me. I was really sure about that. But sometimes I thought that I was the one who missed him, not he. In one afternoon, there was a blizzard. The traffic was closed; couldn’t get out of my home. I was with Icky my dog in front of fireplace. Even the tv was turned on, I didn’t enjoy it. Usually, Brian called me when there was a blizzard. Asking my condition, my home, and the temperature. But now it was all useless. I looked my phone for many times, but it was still in the same. No call was there. I felt lonely. I tried to called him, and suddenly… “Hello, Zack.” “Brian? Is that you?!” “Yeah, whore. What the hell you want from me? A kiss, again? You can get girl not man, psycho!” He rumbled. “But Brian, all I want to say is a sorry!” “Shut the hell up!” “Brian, I need you! I… I love you, Brian! I can’t stand like this! I miss you so much, Brian!” “…” He didn’t answer. Maybe I was too aggressive? I didn’t know, I was waiting for his answer. “Shut up…” He replied. Then he closed the call. I was so depressed. What did I do? I made myself burned in the gas! I made it more terrible! God Dammit! I threw the phone, and leaned on the wall. Icky glared me as if he was saying “Amazing, Zacky.” I must do something. I looked outside. The yard-covered snow was looked promising. I went out and felt the freezing wind suddenly. But I stood, still walking. “Maybe I should go to his place. I should talk, explain him the truth so I can get him back.” I tried to opened the door. Studio was almost a mile long, but in this hard blizzard I’d feel it farther. My legs were heavy to be lifted, and my movement was like chained. I couldn’t move, but I tried harder and harder every second. Finally I couldn’t take it anymore. I’d been walking for about 200 meters long but I gave up. Nobody was outside except me, a foolish who wanted to apologize to his ex-best friend because of his foolishness. I fell into the ground, let the snow bury me there. The wind was so freezing that the winter ghost wouldn’t even dare to come out. I buried my face, hoping that somebody would help me. Even though, I knew that there would be nobody help me. So cold. So dark. I closed my eyes, I was tired. I was frozen. Alone, here. Nobody cares. I hoped that the reaper would come. It’s so dark. I can’t take it anymore… I’m gonna die here… Of this cold… “ZACKY!” Somebody’s voice opened my eyes even I couldn’t wake. “Zacky, please don’t die!” He pulled me out and I could see his face. “Brian!” I yelled in weak. “Brian… I’m so sorry… I… I…” I sobbed, couldn’t finish. “Sssh… you’re okay with me now, Zack. You’re freezing, you’re cold. Let me take you home…” He carried me home. He smiled to me, with all tears in his eyes. “Brian… Don’t go anymore…” I cried. “I won’t. You looked tired, Z. Go sleep… Don’t worry, I’m gonna keep you in safe.” I coughed, and wiping the tears. “But Brian… I…” He closed my mouth with his hand. “Sssh… Just go sleep, Zack. Sleep.” I nodded. I circled my arms around his neck, and fell asleep. “Welcome home, Boy.” Brian’s voice waking me up. “You’re here with me now, don’t be afraid.” I opened my eyes. I tried to see his face better. I wiped out the water in my eyes. “Is… is that you, Brian?” “Yes, Zack. It’s me. Brian Elwin Hanner, Jr. Synyster Gates. Your best friend.” He stroked my hair and hugged me. “Don’t say you forget me already.” I cried. I was too happy for this reality-like-dream moment. I couldn’t believe that he was here now, with me! With his smile, kindness, warmness…. “How did you find me?” “After I got your call, I went to your house by your motorbike but there was nobody there. You even forgot to lock your door, so I guessed that you were in hurry and went somewhere near from here. I followed your steps in the snow and found you… buried yourself in the snow. You know that was really dangerous! You can’t get out easily in this blizzard!” He said seriously, worrying my safe. “It would be more dangerous to lost you instead of killing myself…” I confessed. He shocked. “What the hell do you mean?” “I… I was going to your place to apologize. I couldn’t take it anymore; I need you! I don’t want to make it worse, I think this is the final. If you wouldn’t apologize me, I died. If you would, then everything’s gonna be better.” I sobbed. “I make everything worse…” He stared my eyes. His beautiful dark eyes were calming me down. “Don’t think everything gonna be worse…” He said, and smiled. “Because I’m here to make it better.” He suddenly hugged me, and kissed me. His tears were falling down in my cheeks. I kissed him back. This one was more gently than before. I stroked his hair like I did before, and so did he. The kiss was hot but calming. I felt everything would be okay after this. I pulled my lips, and I saw how satisfied his face was. I couldn’t say anything. This one was much better than passion. This one was about love, to spend your life for your mate. To not lose him anymore. To protect him. To be together with him. “I’m sorry I was ignoring you. I was… I was thinking.” “Thinking about what?” He kissed my hair. “Thinking, what do I feel for you…” “And then?” “I… I love you since the first time we met.” I looked his face in disbelieving. “You do? But Michelle…” “I felt the same way to her. I couldn’t believe that I love man. I tried to love girl, and Michelle was my best friend. So slowly I loved her, but not falling in love with her.” He giggled. “Everytime I always remember you. I don’t want to lose her but I’d die if I lost you. That’s why I waited you in the studio before Michelle and I broke up. I don’t want to lose you, and we’re not always have time together. I think that you are destined for me. I can find another Michelle but not Zacky Baker. “When you kissed me, I felt something different. I kissed her, but that wasn’t same with your kiss. Last one was… more pleasurable. Like waking the fallen part of myself. But I couldn’t believe that you kissed me. Also, I was in dizzy between the you and her… “And then I realized, that I was mad not because I hate you, but I was too afraid to admit that I love you.” He showed his sweetest smile I ever seen. I laughed happily. “So I didn’t make everything terrible, no?” “Of course not, Zacky. You make it all better.” “So, the kiss makes everything goes better, right?” I asked. “Yes, Zacky. Yes. The ones that say kiss makes horrible… are the ones who haven’t found the true love yet.” He grinned to Zacky. “And I have felt them both just to ensure who will be my true love.” We kissed again, pressing our lips in passion. We played our tongues as we opened our shirts. In the middle of hot passionate kiss, I asked something, “How did you find my bike?” Brian laughed and kissed my neck. Then he whispered, “You forgot that you left your motor in studio, Old Zacky?” He still kissing my neck when I slapped my forehead and laughed. “Thank you, Mr. Remembering. For your present, you can have me a night long.” Brian laughed loudly. He kissed my chest, and pressing his lips against mine. We were in deep kissing for long time and believing, that we were destined together. “The only moment I couldn’t forget in the rest of my life…” Labels: Avenged Sevenfold, Collection, Cry, Fanfic, Happy, Lie, Life, Love, Public, Story, Try Continue Reading... Here Lies Your Speaks		HelloThereMarine No Lie No Cry is definitely a blog, not a silly book where you can face up the page or tweet 3 in the morning. Scientist call me human, children call me dragon, girls call me earbud and boys call me uncertain. Also known as a breaker and I live in room 13th. Above all, dearest all call me Adis, definitely Marine. I'm having a serious terrible addicted to The Rev and Spongebob Squarepants. World is music; not only a goal but also way of life. Add ME! Follow ME! 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